anxiety

i am having some major anxiety. i don't know if it's me or the zoloft. if this continues, i will call my psych doc and go off the zoloft. i had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. anxiety sucks. i don't know if i'm going to my volunteer job today. i feel awful. i'm so tired. i'm shaky. i'm so full of worries. i don't know if going back on zoloft is right for me. i want to get better so i won't have to stay on meds for that long. i really want to get better. i want to be normal. i want to feel normal. i don't want to be a psych patient anymore. i want to live a normal life and one day get my own apartment. things seem so hard to do. i need to keep doing. that's what normal people do.