cymbalta magic

i still haven't quit the damn cymbalta. grrrr. i think it's because i feel close to freaking normal. i feel like i'm in a better mood overall. could it be because i'm working and around people again? is it the cymbalta working its magic? and i'm starting to write again. when i was on paxil, i was soooooooooooo dull. i'm still overall dull. i mean, all i want to do on the weekends is sleep. i stayed home the whole day today. but i'm actually starting to feel like i want to go out and do things, so who knows what it is. i'm supposed to go up to 60 mg. i've decided to switch to taking the cymbalta in the mornings now because i'm still not sleeping consistently. i'm waking up a lot and feeling a bit on edge during the night. i hope the 60 mg will be a therapeutic dose for me and the side-effects will wear off soon enough. i haven't been sweating all that much. it's just my sleep is kind of messed up.